Everyday I would wake up hoping today would be the day, the day that you would change. The day that you would decide I was everything you ever wanted... I would have done anything for the day to come. I would have dropped every silly, short relationship I made myself think I wanted to fill the void of not having you around. But, that day never seemed to come. I would sit at home, wondering where you were, what you were doing, why you weren't here...with me.
But, today is a new day.
Today, I realized I deserve more than that. I deserve someone who will be sitting beside me on those Friday nights instead of not answering a call. I deserve someone who will be here when all else fails instead of making me drive that 20 minute drive to your house just to lay in your bed while I am sick instead of you coming here. I deserve someone to take me on dates instead of you taking your weekend flings right after we break up while never taking me. I deserve someone who I know when they say those three words they mean them. I deserve to be someones everything... I deserve the world, something you never gave me.
Tomorrow may be that day. The day you decide that I AM worth this. I am worth more than what you have given me. But, tomorrow is too late. Tomorrow is a new day. A new day full of a new possibility to be treated the way I deserve. Not the way YOU think I deserve to be treated but the way I know I do.
Everyday is a new day to meet someone who will change your life forever. Someone who will want to set your whole world on fire.
If it felt so good being with the wrong person, I wonder how great it will feel when the right one comes along?
Signed, T.
